The meaning of a word

My mother tongue is spoken by some fifty thousand+ people and a Century+ ago the inhabitant living in this Colony, my birth place, where forbidden to speak their tongue only the tongue of the Kingdom was the recognised language and allowed to be spoken, so short time ago

nihilism /nī′ə-lĭz″əm, nē′-/nounThe doctrine that nothing actually exists or that existence or values are meaningless.Relentless negativity or cynicism suggesting an absence of values or beliefs"nihilism in postwar art."Political belief or action that advocates or commits violence or terrorism without discernible constructive goals

After becoming into being (adulthood) these people of mine did appreciate each other, including oneself and kinsman, without thought, always sharing individual genuine heartily frequency and vibration in supporting next of kin in the prosperous of a shared longevity waving waves, hugging life, as the precious gift it is always

This has all changed and is no longer in existence at large after the social constructed hoax of 2020 did bring into being an enemy towards each other, next kin and kinsman, an enemy within oneself (a Man Made Diabolic Deception within each, oneself)

It was not possible, to have the head around such an insanity, but after meeting people, in real life living 2020 onwards, fleeing their own shadow directly informing that the solution is to walking own death, life did turn into a nigh mare in bright day light

I did not know what to say, but please do not concoct your shadow of death onto me being, here at present timeline of my own deadly struggle, furthermore do not walk your own death, do not do that it is totally forbidden by whomever, always and anywhere

Three months later it became a reality yet another kinsman did X over, yet a soul gone

We are not fighting flesh and blood but a man made diabolic deception by the wicked in High Places “Death Cults/Occults” thus always keep one thing in mind ! The first will be the last and the last will be the first so Help me God, Amen

I am now opting out of the “vax and non vax BIAS” the pre-planned and constructed DIVOC 91 Hoax by UN/NATO/CIA/MK5/MOSSAD/KGB, Brigade 77 operation and here in my Colony it was via the Brethren (Rosicrucianism/Fabianism/Communist/Eugenic) and the Fraternity of Brother and Sisterhood (Templar/Jesuit/Zionist/Assassin) this is interwoven into the garment because this place is a Colony, not a Country, never was and never managed to be

This Colony is captured and is run by a quasi government with local traitors (Quislings), foreign alien and species of a doubtful origin/in heritage

Nihilism is postwar art

Next is MK Ultra Monarch, SRA and TBMC thus this is what Empire/Kingdom do practice in their Colonies to break the backbone/abuse the people/slaves living here